Salam :)

"I am a Muslim woman

Not all of me you’ll see

But what you should appreciate

Is that the choice I make is free"

Salam. :)

A beautiful greeting that Muslims are encouraged to give to their brothers & sisters as a form of respect.

I'm no stranger to the blogging world - due to this innate writing passion of mine, I've written quite a number of poems and have started a few blogs of my own over the recent years. Writing is freeing! It's liberating, isn't it? Well to me it is. ;)

Constantly updating it though is another matter entirely. :b

Blaming it on 'not enough time' however is not an option, cause I do have it. The time, I meant. I've the time to logged-in to Facebook, let alone 'stalk' a few favorite friends of mine *heheh* and I've the time to update my Tumblr. But when it comes down to actually writing my thoughts down on 'paper' or rather in this case, 'virtual diary'. I rest my case. It's not that I don't want to..it's just..my head. It's filled with a lot of things..all sorts of jumbled thoughts. That sometimes, whenever I experienced something new..in order for me to make sense of it all..I talked to myself. Silently, in my head/heart I mean.

I'm starting to sound like a loony, I know. But that is just how it is, honestly I write when I'm happy/sad. Either or. It's the extremes that usually pushes me to vent out my excitement/frustrations either on paper or this virtual diary. So you see, by the time I've talked to myself and make clear sense of the whole thing that had just happened to me, the excitement/frustrations of it all would've dissipated away. So, I forget. Or rather, I don't feel the need to write it all down anymore. Cause I've stored it in my head. LOL.

*Dr.Zaidi, rest assured. I'm no crazy freak. I promise.* :D

So, as a form of warning to my future readers or lack of it; I would like to apologize in advance if I don't constantly update this virtual diary of mine.

*huGs*

p.s.: Below is my first entree I wrote for my other blog. And you can actually notice the similarity of these two entrees. ;b ENJOY!

Instinct

"Your mind knows only some things. Your inner voice, your instinct, knows everything. If you listen to what you know instinctively, it will always lead you down the right path."
- Henry Winkler

I've created a lot of blogs these past few years. Unsurprisingly, none of them are current and filled with the latest updates of my absolute fun-filled colorful life (: LOL

This is due to the fact that though i LOVE to write and believe that writing is one of the ways i could vent my feelings and express my emotions, it seems that unconsciously each time i am involved or caught up in some situation, be it good or not..i would be playing them again & again inside my own head. LOL. It might seem freaky or even a tad crazy, but hey, it helps!

However, i think it is now THE right time for me to actually start putting my thoughts and emotions in writing with the hope that i could later on learn something from everything that has happened to me in the past.

Anyways, will be keeping in touch. . sooner rather than later, hopefully! (:

p/s: I haven't always trusted my instincts, and each time i tried to ignore and turn away from all those horrible assumptions or hints that my instincts 'showed' me..i normally end up feeling much worse than before..THAT just shows that it doesn't hurt to give in to your fear and try to listen once in a while..